Happy

I'm really glad. No, I'm much more than glad. I'm happy. I finally got the answer! I've been living the last months (or, better, the last year) so confused, so upset because I couldn't find the answers. And life seemed so hard. I've been feeling so stupid. But now....now! I got it!

And the therapy helped me. No, the therapy did 50 per cent. I did the rest. And I'm proud of myself. I mean...passing through a therapy is an eternal torture. You feel as if you were masochist: you're suffering before the session, you're suffering during the session and you know you'll be suffering after the session. But...it was worth. I'm sure. It's worth. Because it's not the end yet. But..it will come soon, I hope.

Oh Gosh. I'm in peace. It's so wonderful. I'm so happy :)

Trying to distract myself

Please, Priscila, imagine some interesting thing to say. Please, be quick, the readers are waiting for something...!

Yawns. Well. I bought some cutie dresses, but it have been raining all the week and I couldn't use any of them. Hey, it's interesting news... A woman that can't use her new dresses. You should have pain on her, at least.

I really want to change myself. But it seems really complicated.

Take care, babies.

Under control...and out of reach

I feel so lost. I'd like to find answers to my questions and to solve my troubles. But I feel so unable to do it. Maybe I don't want to find them or solve them. And so you can call me masochist...

And...yesterday I had a beautiful ballroom dancing class. My favourite monitor was there, but I didn't dance with him. He really intrigues me. I just arrived at the school, so he came to me, held my hand, executed a dance step and greeted me, kissing my cheek. If somebody asked me what I think about him, I wouldn't feel able to answer. Oh, it doesn't matter.

The world would be a better place if we could control our feelings. But we can't. And I need to learn that I can't control the world.

Love you, babies. Take care.

With me

Ladies and gentlemen, "The greatest hits" by Texas is already here. Is it good? Yep, I'm enjoying. It contains "Inner Smile", "In our lifetime" and "Black Eyed Boy", that I've already known.

Jay, I sent you a mail to explain the reason of my absence...

Take care, babies ;)

Hi from me

Hi friends. How are you all? Me, fine. Slightly. I'm addicted to Jamie Cullum. I can't stop listening to his album. And "The Greatest Hits" by Texas is coming soon. Good, very good.

I'd like to know how you are. I didn't hear from you all for a long time...

Take care, my dear friends. I'm a bit sad, a bit disappointed, a bit....oh, life is hard, isn't it?

Kiss you.

Oh, please, leave a comment here. Just a "hi", please. This weblog is so lonely...

Two albums and one book

I can't even believe it. I was looking for that Cullum album and I found..."Notting Hill" soundtrack! I never thought I could buy it otherwise through the Internet! And - don't ask me why - there are two versions of this soundtrack: one has "No matter what" by Boyzone and the other contains "In our lifetime" by Texas. And I found the album that contains...Texas! Yuppie! It's impossible to find any Texas album here in Brazil, at least I have one song now (apart from two .mp3 songs that Neil gave me) :P

And I could find "Twenty Something" eventually, hu-hu. I thought I wouldn't, I went to four CD stores and the Leitura Megastore had it. Great, eh? I'm listening to Cullum right now. And my mom fell in love with him hee hee hee. He's really cutie. And - better - talented.

Aaaaaand..."Love in the time of the Cholera" by Marquez is already with me, yuppie! :P

Take care, babies.

Some hours later....good news: I found two albums by Texas here!