Gifts for the girls (and the party at the CourtHouse)

~ And Happy New Year!

I think Mari liked the chocolates...

I gave them X-mas trees with chocolates...

Regina and Bruna - two very special friends of mine

Regina wearing Bruna's sun glasses and kidding

Regina pretends that I'm teaching her how to do my work...

Mari gave me gifts at the CourtHouse party...

I liked to get my favourite soaps from Mari...

~Happy New Year to the greatest friends of mine around the world! Maybe 2008 brings to you all those things you are longing for...

...and be H A P P Y!

Love, Priscila.

Gifts

I bought Mom "Boy in the striped pyjamas" by John Boyne, 'cause some time before she said she would like to read it. I bought "Inizzio Acqua" to my sister, her favourite scent. And I'll give Dad...chocolates! 'Cause he really likes it...

My sister was so anxious that gave me the gift yesterday! What a stupid girl :P I'll giver hers on X-mas Day, she'll have to wait! :P She bought me "Déshonorée" by Mukhtar Mai - the real story of a brave woman.

Well, babies...I'd like to wish you all - my friends around the world - a Happy X-mas: may you have a great time with your family and friends. Thank you all for support, friendship, comments, conversations, e-mails, love and caring. Thank you for being my friends - very special persons that have a special place in my heart...Neil, Jayan, Rina, Mario, Aron: thank you very much! ;)

It's almost...

X-mas! Tomorrow I'll get my salary - I have looots of things to do. Or, even better, to buy...

This week I bought some special chocolates to give to my friends at the office - the most wonderful girls that I ever knew. It was so funny! Bruna had brought her camera - it was a coincidence! - so we took lots of pictures, we laughed a lot, it was great! She'll send me the pictures, so I think I'll publish some of them here.

About shopping...I need to buy Mom's, Dad's and sister's presents, oh gosh! And I'll buy special chocolates to Pablo and her mom, of course. I also want to acquire a diary, jeans pants, two pair of sandals, tops, a Betty Boop wallet and I ordered some really wonderful soaps and a moisturize.

Yesterday Bruna gave me a nice necklace and Mari gave me my favourite soaps...

Tomorrow I want to buy some X-mas bread to give to people at the Criminal Office, and I'll buy one to my office. There's no judge in the Courthouse 'till 04 of January and we just have to do urgent things. Of course, there's lot of work to do and I'll work hard anyway. But it's wonderful to see the that Courthouse is altogether empty, with no people, lawyers and judges - oh yeah!

Take care, friends ;)

That lawyer

The girls say that that lawyer is interested in me. I still don't know if he's really flirting with me or if he's just very nice. Maybe there's a thin line between "flirting" and "being just very nice". I didn't go to the CourtHouse party last Thursday and the trainee girl told me that when she arrived at the party he asked her: "Who's Priscila?"

Today he came to Infancy Court and asked me: "Why didn't you go to the party? Don't you like parties?" I answered: "No, I like them, I just didn't want to go there..."

Later he came to the office again and commented: "You didn't go to the party...." I just smiled at him and realised that, as I was typing on computer, he was looking at me.

In fact, he likes teasing me by calling a pet name that the judge created for me. I've already told him that he's not allowed to call me this way - I was obviously kidding, and he keeps calling me this way.

The troubles? Two: he has a girlfriend that lives in Finland and a daughter that lives in Brazil.

Call me unlucky, please.

The songs of the girl

Hi boys! I'm better. I'm really better. Well...maybe it's because I am a woman, and women use to be like this? Dunno. Maybe. But...let's change the subject. I got looooads of music through Internet and I'm really glad. Here's my new playlist:

1. Forever - Kiss
2. Free falling - Tom Petty
3. She will be loved - Maron 5
4.That don't impress me so much - Shania Twain
5. Sowing the seeds of love - Tears for Fears
6. Like a prayer - Madonna
7. I was made for loving you - Kiss
8. It's my life - Jon Bon Jovi
9. Buona sera - Louis Prima
10. Love of my life - Queen
11. I've got you under my skin - Frank Sinatra and Bono Vox
12. Lady in red - Chris De Burgh
13. Ja pense a toi - Sanya
14. The power of goodbye - Madonna
15. Isn't she lovely - Steve Wonder
16. Every breath you take - The Police
17. YMCA - Village People
18. This ain't a love song - Jon Bon Jovi
19. The living year - Mike and the Mechanics

Great, eh? I'll upload them to my computer at office. Can't stop listening to music....

Take care, boys ;)

Weakness

I thought I was stronger. I feel so weak that I'd like to die. I can't take anymore. I'm exhaust. I haven't studied Law or German for the last three weeks. I even didn't go to the classes or attend the church, I'm scared.

I'm not going to the CourtHouse party tomorrow, even if people are asking me all the time: "Why aren't you going to the party?" What can I say? I have to protect myself, I don't want to see how much happy they both are and how much unhappy I am! I hate it! Gosh, I'm so unhappy that I wanna die...!

I feel like shit, I would like to run away from here. What's going to happen? I wonder if there's escape to me, if there's salvation to me. I can't see a solution or an answer for my questions, I'm really in troubles.

I'd like to see a miracle, but it won't happen. Not this time. Not to me.