Daydreaming...
Yesterday I met a woman that is the kind of woman that I'd like to be. She knows me since I was a child, and is around 36. I was having lunch on the mall and suddenly I realise somebody, standing by my side, stroking my hair. I lifted up my head, she was smiling at me and saying: "What a small world, what a small world..." I got very ashamed and smiled at her, feeling a bit awkward (I don't know, but I always feel this way when I meet somebody that knows me since I was a child - it seems I become a child again, and it's sort of strange). She's beautiful, secure, quite nice and has always a brightly smile on her face. And she's sweet, very sweet and calm. I've never meet somebody like her and I think I'll never do. And she's married and has a teenager son that is as beautiful as her. A very nice family.
And...gosh, this is the best part: she's an English teacher and has a Master's degree. So...she knows very well a language that I love since I was....I can't even remember. The only one thing that I remember is that Dad studied English and used to ask me "What's your name? and "How old are you?" just to tease me. I used to thought that the sound of the words was really strange and complex, but I still enjoied the phonemes. So when I was around 10...oh, okay, it's so boring. I'm daydreaming. Actually, I'm slightly sad. And feeling frustrated. Why can't the things be easier? Why can't the things be the way we want? Aargh.
Take care, babies.
;) (Pree's trying to give a brigthly smile...)
Some hours later...
Ian, thank you for the conversation. Thank you for helping me to put the things in their places. Sometimes we just need to face the truth, even if it's not pleasant at all. And sometimes we just have to be patient and wait. Just wait. Patience is a virtue? So I want to have this virtue. I want to wait for what I'm longing for, even if I'll have to wait for ages. Oh not, not this much ;P You know what I'm speaking about. And I feel blessed 'cause I have a friend like you, even if you're so far from me. It's like you always says...O YAY! ;)
3 Comments:
Hello! Sorry to intrude, I sometimes scan the random blogs to see what other ideas and designs are out there. I created my blog after frequenting the blog of an author of one of the books I enjoyed over the summer (Tammy Bruce). My blog gets more updates and activity in the summers when I have off (I am a high school computer graphics teacher). During the school year I don't have as much time. But on Fridays I do! :)
I think you have a very good grasp on the English language.
Kind regards,
Tom
No worries, Queen Pree :)
A friend in need is a friend indeed. As you just said, O YAY!
I hope you find your path of happiness soon. You deserve it.
Tom: Thank you for visiting my weblog! I'm not used to get many commments - at least I have a weblog in Portuguese, so I have some of them ;) - so when I saw yours, I thought: "Oh no, a spam!" :P Fortunately, I was wrong! Knowing that I have a very good grasp on the English language is the best compliment that I could get from an English speaker. It makes me feel really glad. And...you're welcome here. Come back every time you want to. As you can see, this is not a "deep" weblog, just a place to "think and play" ;)
Ian: Oh Ian...do you want to make me cry? ;) Thank you for being so gentle, funny and lovely when I need a shoulder to lean my head. You can't imagine how much valueable you are to me, my friend ;)
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